dearsarah
2023-07-08 13:29阅读：
Dear sarah:
I now really realize why you has been so angry with me.I
undersand what you implied to me in your official site news.I spend
3 years to realize which points hurt you so deeply..when I wrote
that my mother’s best friend said(真行啊)
after I told her you had a boyfriend after divorce twice.she is a
miserable old women in her marriage, because her husband went to
USA to study PHD and met another Chinese woman.after he received
the degree he came to china to say to his wife that he will stay in
USA and divorce with her .their 2 children have been brought up all
by the wife.she had to divorce and felt shame for so many years.she
is a traditional and conservative Chinese woman like my mother.she
is old after divorce and is afraid of marriage and she does not
marry anymore.this is Chinese reality.but in my
generation the situation has changed a lot.many women summit
divorce application firstly.china’s divorce ra
te has climbed to nearly 50%,catching up USA .in that article I
wrote the situation in past chinese society.I’m only writing the
things happening in china,not implying you anything.sometimes I’m
sensitive but not each time.I think and think why you said goodbye
to me these days.I suddenly find that you are withered and looks
like much older than 3 years ago a lot and you seem to not to want
to make boyfriend anymore.I was shocked and burst into tears in my
small home.I have never cried painfully like this time.you love me
so much and help me in so much area.at first I wanted to suicide
but I’m afraid of that if you know my death you will be
painful.these a few days I cried again and again.a few days ago I
read and checked the ancient chinse
book,<</span>周易预测学》which I showed you
when we are in love a few years ago.I searched Mr webber’s birthday
and found it’s 3.22 and then I read the
relationship part between fortune and birthday and I found that he
is not suitable to you just by the
卦象。Maybe everything is
destinated by fortune.I can not communicated with you direticly by
email for many years.I do not know if you can receive this letter .
in 2022.12 I caught the covid-19 because my father directed his
fellows to spread virus in my home and I was sick
and desperated. I thought that I could not
pass the year and sent an email to isa's email box.but
I gradually returned to normal with
the help of my
mother。My father was infected by my
mother. He now is weak a lot .sarah ,please check your home’s
running water system and the water quality.I’m sure they also
poinson you and this action is directed by my father .he poisons
many people connected with me who like my book or myself.you help
and love me and my father hates you.he wants to poison everyone
around me.your hair is lost fast and this
condition is just the same to me.they poison you many years ago
when you began to interact with me.in 2015 they wanted to murder
you because of me by the chance of your
flight in space.I found their evil plan and
warned them that if you suddenly died the USA and UK governments
will investigate the accident and china government will totally
collapse suddenly,including the former leaders.they decided to
prevent you from flying to space.the
Japanese who will go to
space after you maybe is
not real Japanese,maybe he was paid by Chinese
government .they are a group of terrorists. I
wrote in my blog that Chinese women can not marry again after
divorce and this is because they lack of
confidence and romantic .this is not good.chinese believe
westerners are romantic.it’s a good thing.if you are not romantic
how did you fall in love with me.?old Chinese women are not
romantic but the situation now changes a lot.I have not written the
words clearly.I’m the most important political criminal in my
province.my father’s right and power are from directly xi jin ping
his own,because they are half original ,xi’s mother was born in the
same province and same area with my father,in china the kind of
relationship is very important. china is the
highest Gini coefficient country in the world .chinese are very
poor and many young people can not afford to marry and have
kids.they do not want to marry.this letter is too long,it’s 4 am
and I can only use time at deep night to write to you.in day time
I’m monitered. if they find that I’m write to
you again I will be punished at once.you are not a daredevil but I
am.I’m always in danger.no one dare challenge
my father’s fame and power in shanxi,but I dare.I see him as a
clown.when he said you are a 大星星（猩猩），I
should not laugh ,but I think maybe it’s a humor and you won’t
mind.I play my small smart and this is my fault.I wish my letter
will reach you. 7/8/2023
杨曼曼
