DispatchtoBrother
2022-07-23 22:45阅读：
My bro
Every day I had a problem with dandruff in my hair .Worse
still I hadn't find a solution to this problem so far therefor I
had to admit it was the most serious problem by far .
My feeling about love was distinct from the
common one that I was in favout of it meanwhile in hate of it
.Evidently I was not fully ready to make acceptance for love .But I
would give it a try .
My love for
Weijia is supposed to be extinguished for a couple of days before I
could think out better ways to be in touch with her once again
though regaining her favor seems impossible for me
.
Therefore
it's shunning
time based on
the rationalism since no better way comes to me
.The avoidance is just an interlude in my entire life
.
I always had an ominous feeling that something horrible
would come upon me some time in a day . Maybe it's
just another illusion haunting my mind which was used to such
perplexity ,or a real prophecy .I don't know and I have no
intention to know either .
The
hot day really tired me up .The sound mind now turned to slow and I
coundn't find a way out to lovely that world
.
Love
is a delusion most lovers are cheat by it .And the lonely man
walked on a dark passage between two gost-like red
buildings .The cold wind was raging through his ears while
the heavy foot seized by the arcane earth , meanwhile a sense of
languor pressed on him inch by inch
.
Back then I had no idea
why the liberary not available when swiping that
campus card until the message reminded me of its reclaim by
the previous master .Cycling around the windy campus I'd a deep
regret for my few visits .It seemed that the dark chamber
was my longtime cave ,my refuge .But it hurt ,it really hurt
!
Hauning round the department store
,I wondered why I idled away the precious weekdays . There was a
need for joy on weekdays anyway or I'd get fatter and fatter on
that damn bed .
Life
is void without a job .However ,it will be boring too only with an
occupation .How can I lead a life both meaningful and
lovely .That's a question and my preference is to be myself
.
The daily void is occupaying me these days that I I have no
way out but I must have it one day . The routine complacency is
tiring up with its deep effects .But I will outrun him if I keep on
running like that lagged tortoise .
It usually occured to me
how could I end this
senseless life with activity and mentality
even though another
failure is proved once again
.
Lately I keep to the newly-planned schedule to work with
my postgraduate application planning overseas .That is a schedule
declining all unnecessary recreational activities which declares my
painstaking life in the near future .
Bro ,I came to feeling the
living pain in reality when talking to my girlfriend about our
future life .Being frankly to her seems rational for me and
I would try to make my explanation as clear as I can .Consequently
I would advise her to come to another big city to begin her brand
new life and I will follow her trace to enjoy life with her
together over there .
This afternoon I attended a
blind-match meeting in a faraway builbing ,pretty distant from my
abode .And few girls were present at the time while a crowd of
single men were there .Embarrassment filled every part of that hall
like a beauty among a flock of beasts .Thus
fleeing the occasion was my only choice .
