I felt like I lost it. Yeah, just lost it.
Not sure what I lost or how I lost it, but just felt like I did.
Like it kinda still lingers in my body, but I can't find it anymore.
This year was a long one, it turned me from a monster to a silhouette on Loch Ness.
I'm not sure what or where the future beholds, and I'm not sure what I want to do with it.
It's like, I thought I'm on top of everything, but then I'm just a puddle of mess.
The worst part of it is, I'm okay with it.
I've learnt to settle with myself, and accept who I am and the fact that I'm just like everyone else.
End of the day, we all are - just like everyone else.
I wanna say I'm lost, because I am, it's so evidently clear.
Yet this absence of certainty doesn't make me anxious or worried, which in turn makes me worried because in the past I would've been so keen to take actions in cases like this, but now I'm just taking time to not rush into anything.
Which means lower productivity,
Not sure what I lost or how I lost it, but just felt like I did.
Like it kinda still lingers in my body, but I can't find it anymore.
This year was a long one, it turned me from a monster to a silhouette on Loch Ness.
I'm not sure what or where the future beholds, and I'm not sure what I want to do with it.
It's like, I thought I'm on top of everything, but then I'm just a puddle of mess.
The worst part of it is, I'm okay with it.
I've learnt to settle with myself, and accept who I am and the fact that I'm just like everyone else.
End of the day, we all are - just like everyone else.
I wanna say I'm lost, because I am, it's so evidently clear.
Yet this absence of certainty doesn't make me anxious or worried, which in turn makes me worried because in the past I would've been so keen to take actions in cases like this, but now I'm just taking time to not rush into anything.
Which means lower productivity,